rain, i hate you.

i can't stand the weather anymore. it's terrible. one minute it's sunny and the next thing you know it's all dark and gloomy, wtf. it's even worse up north where i live most of the time now days. i think Mother Nature has been horrible for nearly 2 months. it's annoying, it's depressing, it's gloomy and it makes me sick. (literally and figuratively). i know, i know. we are suppose to be thankful for whatever God's giving us. but still....

my grandmother's house is a full house again. everybody is here for Raya Haji. it's fun belive me but it gets chaotic after sometime. there's not enough space for some privacy. heck, i'm gonna miss it. i'll be leaving for uitm this sunday. trust me, thats the last place i wanna be. ever. i've finished packing thanks to my mom's constant nagging. i could not have done it without her.

so folks, i probably won't have time to update this blog, my friendster and my myspace. i'll online as much as i can. from what i heard, the internet connection in that campus if fucking crappy. wtf. wtf. wtf.

i know you guys are gonna miss me.

favourites.

i'm a youtube junkie. i got bored and i was browsing it and i stumbled upon this clip. Thumbelina. one of my favourite childhood stories. i still have the tape somewhere in the house but it's broken. i love this song and the fairy prince is HOT, don't you think?



Thumbelina-let me be your wings. It's the same girl who gave her voice as Ariel from The Little Mermaid *my all time favourite old cartoon*


and i found this one too. i forgot how much i loved this movie.



The Swan Princess-this isn't my idea.


and.. this is my favourite picture of Gerard. haha. sorry, i'm still high from the concert.




my mom is loosing her hair. i don't know what to do.

i wanna make love to you, you, you.

yes, you Gerard Way. i was crazy about you since "Helena". and after seeing you live, arggghhhh. no words. i'm like speechless. i love you.

right, and about 30 other million girls are thinking that about Gerard as we speak. but whatever. i can't help who i like. he's married anyway. bless him.

the concert was bad ass. ask anyone who went there. Jasmine and I waited in line for more than an hour. and it was raining so they gave us this cheap ass trash bag that's shaped like a raincoat. so i just use it. don't want to get sick before the show,no?

so after a million years they finally let us in. the mosh pit was already crowded when we reached there. it's free standing so we gotta push ourselves to the front as much as possible. we managed to stand at about 2 feet away from the bars. that's good enough until there's this crazy dinosaur pushed me to the side. and also this wacko white boy who's so pumped up i swear i just wanna feed him to the crocodiles. most of the people were so rude/violent/harsh/bitchy/loud/drunk. it took the fun out of me for a while. and somebody was NOT wearing deodorant. lord. thank God for the rain coz it would have been hell to be stuck in there until 10 pm.

so anyway, the opening acts were 'Love Me Butch' (did i get that right?) & 'Pop Shuvit'. we missed the LMB performance coz the line was mega-slow. ah, i don't care. i don't even know them. so after PS performed, we waited for quite a long time for the band to get on stage. and when they did, i went crazy. started screaming like a loser. the drummer Bob wasn't there. =/.

MCR layed every track in their ' Black Parade ' album except for the song 'Disenchanted'. and a few tracks from their 2nd album. i'm not sure if i remember all. hmmm. they sang Helena, I'm Not OK, Cemetry Drive, You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us in Prison. and a track that i'm not familiar with. they didn't sing The Ghost of You, unfortunately. but overall i give them 9/10. they were energetic, Gerard sounded amazing, they looked amazing and Ray's solo nearly give me an orgasm.lord i wish they played just a little longer.

after the concert we ate at McD near Ampang Park. i was soooooooooo hungry coz i couldn't eat anything before the concert. then, i went home, showered, got dressed and went out again with Sufi to Hartamas. i couldn't wipe that stupid grin on my face that night. coz i was so happy.

here are some pictures.

Jasmine & I. yerp. my "raincoat".

mosh pit.

pinky,jasmine,me and mel.

the drumb set. arghhh!!

Ray & Gerard.

here it is...

Chanel - Coco Mademoiselle TV ads with Keira Knightley

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i want! i want!!
she's so pretty. gosh.


so i figure since it's December, and it's Christmas soon and all, i figure that i'll show you my "wish list". bahaha. here it goes..



CHANEL HOLLYWOOD NS HOBO



CHANEL ICON FLAP BAG.




GUCCI FLORAL HORSEBIT HOBO




LOUIS VUITTON XL

okay okay, so my demands this year is kinda high wtf. i can dream,can i? if i can't get those delicious looking bags, i'll love these dresses. cheap too. =]




SEQUINS BABY DOLL DRESS. *swoons*



JACQUARD DRESS





ONE SHOULDER DRESS.

I LOVE TOPSHOP. <3


i've had this in mind since 4 months ago...



SONY ERICSSON w580i.
-saving money for this but argh, i keep on using 'em to buy clothes. =/


and lastly, if i can't get any of the above. just PLEASE. take me to the cinema so i can watch this!



he is a barber in this movie. a murderer. coz some people killed his wife and children. that's why he changed his name to Sweeney Todd (cute).i didn't read everything. don't wanna spoil the fun coz i really really wanna watch it!!
wtf.


ah hell, wtf. i am going to the MY CHEMICAL ROAMNCE CONCERT.
my next post will be full with their pictures. ye haww.

i'm sick. not fever. my ears are blocked. i can't hear that well. stupid doctor. my hearing was FINE until he said that it's blocked and he gave me some ear drops. fuck, now it like, totally blocked. i went for medical checkup btw, for that stupid UITM which i'm gonna enter on 23rd. DECEMBER. ah, wtf. at least i'll be closer to sufi and i have my friends there in Melaka and i get to celebrate New Year there. (malacca? Kl? - not sure)

pls pray that i get better soon. with the ear thing. i'm going to kL in 2 days! my mom wont let me go if i'm still not okay. =[

oh and btw. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUMMY! I LOVE YOU.her birthday was yesterday.