damn dirty fingers

i noticed that all of my recent posts are about the shits that i am going through in campus. well, here's another one that i wanna add to my impressive pile of shits that i hate about uitm.

i cant bloody drive in and out of campus anymore coz of im in my first semester wtf. stupid guards practically molested me. yeah well she did. took me to the stinky toilet to strip me just to see if i got tatooes. and i thought she wanted to do a urine test, pppfft. silly me. argggghh.

i keep telling myself that i have to bare about everything here. i've got to so that i could leave this place and go to america to study photography or literature or journalism or pr or broadcasting or or or..... i haven't figure out what i wanna be yet but trust me i will as soon as i am done torturing myself here.

this year hasn't done much to me. apart from making me realize that i am a bigger loser than someone who doesnt care about anything other than getting pissed drunk or poking herself with needles... ah. life is cruel and unfair. bloody hell.

i think i wanna be anorexic.